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No matter who I try to be, it's never the same as the person other's see. I try and show my best qualities, there's always someone who I can't seem to please. Sometimes the only way I feel I'm able to shine, is when I know other's are thinking that I am fine. I just want to be known for honesty and compassion, though I fear I'm more remembered when they notice an imperfection. Why can't I just like me without the approval of others, first impression I let go the wish for another. But I can't take back things once they are done, and someone has already formed there opinion. No matter how hard I strive to be special in someone's eyes, for some reason they believe I hide behind little lies. There's times when I feel like I'm great, when my head is actually thinking straight. Unfortunately it doesn't take much for me to down, I then use a smile to hide my frown. If I spoke my feelings to a friend, could it help these ugly thoughts end? Or maybe I should explain myself to a stranger, that seems to be a slight danger. I guess before anyone can see who I wish them to see, I need to find out who I am and who do I want to be. I guess I just need to look inside for all that is true, oh I'm not sure what I'm going to do. Before I can get love from anyone else, I have to find love for myself.

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So You Want to Know About Me    

Here you'll find facts about me and who I am. The stories behind the poetry and the things that inspired me to have a web site.         And also basic questions and answers people ask. And whatever else I want because it's my site. (j/k)

First little fact my name is Susanne and I am from the beautiful colorful Colorado. I am 19 years old I'm an Aries, and unfortunately because I dropped out of high school when I was 16, I am working twice as hard now trying to achieve it. I enjoy learning about the subject of suicide, strange I know. For reasons that I will explain in other parts of my web site. My favorite color is yellow, my favorite thing to do is write, and I also like being with my family.

As I mentioned I enjoy writing and do it more than anything else. When I was 14-16 I made myself write a poem every day, probably because I had nothing better to do and because I had no one to talk to, so I just wrote any and every little thought that came to mind. But when I wrote poetry, I didn't always write from my own thoughts, I put myself in someone else's shoes

Favorite Color Yellow and Black
Favorite Music Artist(s) Trapt, Sublime, Justin Timberlake (my fav), Kelly Clarkson, Carrie Underwood
Hobbies Writing poetry, listening to music, watching movies, learning new things
Interests I guess I'm most interested in the personal thoughts of others (psychology)

 

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