
I'm not sure if I am one to keep the attention of others for very long, at least not with my words. But I will speak honesty and anything I write in the web site I can say is the truth.
I have been down some crazy roads and the roads were bumpy. I like to think no worse than anyone else. When it does seem worse then most it is because I chose for it to be that way. I don't blame my parents because they did try and tell me the path I was heading down would end no where but I was the one who continued down. From the path of drinking everyday and getting totally drunk on gallons of vodka each day for over 5 months. To doing drugs and "parting" with people who I thought really cared about me enough to call me a friend. I was so wrong about that.
I started smoking when I was 13, to start a conversation with a guy I liked I asked him to bum me a smoke and that's where it all began. I was in high school freshman year and Luke Dymon was the first guy to catch my eye. He was a sophomore and a twin to boot. I wanted to talk to him but didn't know how so I noticed him smoking so I asked if I could have one and it worked. We dated for two months and he was who I lost my virginity to.
