I don’t know how to feel

I don’t know what to do

I’m not sure what is real

I’m not to sure about you

I don’t know how to cry

I don’t know how to smile

I’m not sure of reasons why

I haven’t been for awhile

I can’t see what’s to happen from

Here on out

I can’t always do what’s right

I have more than enough thoughts of doubt

I have no skills to physically fight

I don’t know the person I want to be

I don’t know how to make it be clear

I only know I feel and see

All my biggest fears

Susanne M Martinez

February 24 2004