I don’t know what is going to happen from here on out,

I don’t know why I have so much doubt.

I don’t know why I’m so afraid to move on,

I don’t know why I feel worthless as a pawn.

I don’t know what is real or what is fake,

I don’t know how much more I’m going to take.

I’ll never know unless some way,

I practice on the things I need to say.

I don’t know if I can do this alone,

Unless someone takes away the phone.

But what if I’m wrong,

And without him I can’t be very strong.

I don’t know I just don’t know,

And he’s not here to tell me so.

Susanne Martinez