A New Number One

 

 

Do you love me or do you not?

You've told me before but I forgot.

Will you please tell me no lies?

The truth is better even if it's a surprise.

Sometimes I feel you're not thinking about me,

And how I see things seem to be.

Ever since things had to change,

You’ve been acting really strange.

Before whenever you'd say you'll be here,

You were, now things have got a bit unclear.

There's always something that held you back,

Free time you have began to lack.

I know you say I don't have to worry,

But other guys have told me that same old story.

All I know is what I can feel,

I know my feelings for you are real.

So why do you say one thing,

Then have an excuse for it changing?

I just want to be sure you are all mine,

If so then things will be just fine.

Rage is what I feel when you don't call,

Every hour I feel my chest fall.

Then when you finally talk to me on the phone,

You act like you want me to leave you alone.

If you just need a little time apart,

I'll let you go and still give you my heart.

I hate being left in the dark to let my mind wonder astray,

It’s really hard to understand why I feel this way.

I've told you all about what I fear and what I like,

If you don't feel my emotions I can take a hike.

Whatever you truly feel is just fine,

I just hope your feelings are truly as strong as mine.

 

By: Susanne M. Martinez

 

 

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